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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

一封来自2070年的信~

This article is taken from the internet.  The credit goes to the author.


This is the year 2070 I have just turned 50, but I my appearance is of somebody of 85. I suffer from serious kidney problems, because I do not drink enough water. I’m afraid I do not have much time left to live. I am one of the oldest people in this society.
I remember when I was a child of 5. There were lots of trees in the parks, houses with beautiful gardens, and I could enjoy having a shower for half an hour. Everything was very different then. Nowadays, we use towels with mineral oil to clean our skin.
Before, women had beautiful hair. Then , my father washed his car with water coming out of a hosepipe. Now, we have to shave our heads to keep them clean without the use of water. Now , my son does not believe that water can be wasted that way.
I remember there were SAVE WATER warnings on outside posters, radio and TV, but nobody paid attention. We thought that water was to last forever. Now , all the rivers , lakes , dams and underground water beds are either dry or contaminated
Industry came virtually to a standstill and unemployment reached dramatic proportions. Desalination plants are the main source of employment and workers receive part of their salary in drinkable water.
Assaults at gun point on the streets for a jerrycan of water are very common. Food is 80% synthetic.
Before, the recommended quantity of water to drink for an adult was 8 glasses a day. Nowadays, I am only allowed half a glass. We now have to wear disposable clothing, and this increases the amount of litter. We are using now septic tanks, because the sewerage system does not work for lack of water.
The outside appearance of the population is horrible: wrinkled, emaciated bodies, due to dehydration, full of sores caused by ultra violet radiation, now stronger without the protective shield of the ozone layer. Skin cancer, gastrointestinal infections and of the urinary tracts are the main causes of death.
Due to the excessive drying of the skin young people of 20 look like 40. Water cannot be produced, oxygen is also degraded due to the lack of trees and vegetation, and the intellectual capacity of the new generations is severely impaired. Scientists investigate, but there’s no solution to the problem.
The morphology of spermatozoa in many men has changed. As a consequence, babies are born with deficiencies, mutations and physical deformities.
Government makes us pay for the air we breathe, 137 m3 per day per adult person. People who cannot pay are expelled from the “ventilated zones”, with huge mechanical lungs driven by solar power. The air is not of good quality, but at least people can breathe. The average life expectancy is 35 years.
In some countries, where there are still some green zones crossed by rivers, these are guarded by heavy armed soldiers. Water became a very coveted treasure, more precious than gold and diamonds.
Where I live, there are no trees, because it seldom rains. When it happens to register some precipitation, it is of acid rain. The seasons have been severely affected by the atomic tests and by contamination from the 20th century polluting industries. We were warned to look after the environment, but nobody cared.
When my son asks me to talk about my youth, I tell him about the green fields, the beauty of the flowers, the rain, how pleasant was to swim and fish in the rivers and dams, to drink all the water we could, and how healthy people was.
Then, I feel a lump in my throat! He asks: Daddy! Why there is no water?
I cannot help feeling guilty, because I belong to the generation who contributed to the destruction of the environment or simply did not take into account all the warning signs.
Now our children pay a very high price!
I sincerely believe that within a short time life on earth will not be possible, as the destruction of nature reached now an irreversible stage.
How I would like to go back and make mankind understand… …that we still had time to save our Planet Earth.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

梦一场

雨天呢 开着车的时候雨一滴一滴的敲打在车镜上
果然很热很热很热之后就是好天气了
我把雨天归为好天气 因为我好喜欢雨

虽然 虽然昨晚的梦还是被残酷的敲醒了

几个人一起出游 很开心的走着看着
我们总是小心翼翼的 保持着那微微的距离
我感受到你的 就如 你也深怕伤害我一样
可惜 突然有人划破了这安静
问了一句 你是不是有女朋友了呀
然后气氛就僵了起来 你看了我一下
顿了好几分钟 直到另一个人问说
喂 你到底有没有女朋友啊

我的心 冷冷的揪在一团
这答案我早就知道 只是谁也不想说起而已

眼泪差点就掉了
没什么好掉的 反正我们都不再是一个人
现实和梦 都一样

很想很想很想之后是不是就不想了呢
谁知道?




你后来的回答是 有

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Saturday, 8.37pm

I am alone in my room, of course, I am renting a room by myself. That's why I am alone in my room.

3rd room housemate went back to his home sweet home. I supposed to back this week as well, but I didn't. I just too lazy to drive back myself, especially alone. Okay, partially because of money issue. :P
Driving home alone is kinda waste petrol and money, and of course, pollution. What a nice reason I can think out for myself. Ha!

My sister, I saw her earlier in the morning, 6am+, which is 15 hours ago.
After that, she disappeared, with her always busy social life. I don't like social life. Kinda boring to me. The joke is not funny but still, people can laugh and then make a weird expression through their eyes. Or, some people just like to make themselves drunk at weekends, or Friday nights. I don't know why. Maybe they are too lonely, and this is the only way for them to hang out with some strangers in the bar or so called clubbing to pretend as if they are not lonely. So, for  my personal time, I only wish to out with my kinda close friends, or family, or I will just facing myself and the 4 walls in my room or house.

The 4th room housemate, he is the only one at home with me now. A student. But I seldom see him out for campus. I always listen his gaming sound through his speaker. I guess is Dota or some Warcraft game. We didn't talk. Not even see at each other eyes. Sometimes to some people, we need some certain distance to protect ourselves. Don't ask me why. I just don't move myself too near to stranger, or colleagues, or those hi-bye friends. I learnt the word "hi-bye friend" from pig. And I forced him to say we are not his "hi-bye friend". =p

Weather is hot, like hell. I got no idea why we always used to say weather is hot like hell.
Perhaps, none of us know the reason, none of us know how's the hell is, so we can use whatever and ended with "like hell". Or maybe those negative thingies always ended with "like hell", and those positive thingies always ended with "like heaven".

I have hiding inside my room, for roughly 23 hours. Now, the period is going to extend maybe until tomorrow noon. I guess so. Unless I can skip my lunch also just like today's dinner. I am having my 100 Plus, only. Maybe some potato chips later. I still got some.

Ah! Just some nonsense with some grammar mistakes. Forgive me, and ignore them.

Thanks for your concern, I am okay. Nothing going bad or good. If you read this, you know who I meant to. :)

-The End-

Friday, November 19, 2010

遗憾


岁月神偷 看了
我只记得 吴君如一边上漆 一边大声地跟自己说
做人最紧要的就是信

眼泪 就掉下来了
她知道的 她只是在说服她自己
信了 就好了
都只能留在回忆里了

回忆 
回不去的记忆就对了

时间并没有偷偷的快步走
只是 我一直呆着待着
让它浪费掉 我只能
这样哀悼我们的回忆了

比如说 偶尔在梦里梦见你而心痛
的这种感觉
或偶尔在梦里哭得稀里哗啦醒来眼角还是湿
的那种感觉

我们的遗憾
你还痛吗
或根本 只是我的

我的遗憾

快乐的语言对话

我不常笑 我很少笑
或许我根本就不知道 怎样牵动脸部神经表达我的笑
即使 我其实有些时候并不如表面上的悲伤

快乐的肢体语言到底是什么
微笑 还是咧嘴大笑
是拥抱旋转 的单纯
还是赤着脚奔跑 的自由

那 什么又是你表达快乐的语言呢

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

从这里...到那里

你或许不知道谁是宇珩
但你应该知道 那个弹着钢琴木吉他唱着《依然是朋友》和《有你多好》的宇恒
小小的身躯 带着大大的梦想
留着一把长长的头发
那个爱唱歌写歌的女生
她有一把温柔却又勇敢不顾一切的声音
没有歇斯底里的呐喊 却总是有股让人心痛的哀伤

如果你还是不知道
不要紧 从今天开始
你可以重新的认识这个大马才女
她没有梁静茹般幸运 她也没有戴佩妮的光芒
但是她用自己的毅力 用双倍或更多的努力
让歌声出现在大家身边

如果 你觉得相信梦想是对的
如果 你觉得追求梦想是应该的
如果 你觉得梦想是要被兑现的
那 请你大力的支持正版吧

从1毫米到1千公里 从1秒到10年 都是从这里...到那里
但是你的心里 我到不了

Sunday, November 14, 2010

向日葵

我很喜欢摄影 可是往往在高科技的DSLR下
别人常常看不见 我其实也在摄影

看不见到了什么程度?
比方说有些时候 我明明就在面前
可是人们总说要等某某某的DSLR才拍
好像我的相机不是相机 别人的相机是相机

我偶尔会很沮丧
嗯 偶尔

看看向日葵的作品集吧
请笑纳







再见了,亲爱的。

那是一个 最甜蜜也最残酷的礼物
你放任我的任性 唱了我一直想要听的歌
那个时候 天使像在我身边 我得到祝福
如得到全世界一样

可是后来 天使就不见了
一个个残酷的事实突然就这样失控的一张张印入眼帘
好吧 我知道了 那个时候我就知道的
只是你并不承认而已
然后朋友们一个又一个的说起 然后我看见你们有多么的亲密 然后我把灯关上电脑关掉
继续假装我是鸵鸟 我听不见看不见

你到底和谁在一起我不需要知道
只要知道你快乐就好
宇珩的新歌今天早上在我手机里这样播着

我该转身就走了的 或许
只要再多一点点 那么一点点地彻底
我就可以离开你了

*请把第一第二人称转为第三人称,谢谢。*

Saturday, November 6, 2010

2010 目标榜

It‘s November。
不知不觉 2010又只剩下那么的一个多月
每次深思这些飞快的时间和未来的时候 心里总是有一股很强的恐惧
慢慢的渗透全身 血液冻结

我从旧博客处找到了我2010为自己设下的目标
看看

不知不觉啊 2010已经过了19天了
我的目标单都还没写好呢

现在来规划一下吧
初步计划是


1. 跟家人去旅行 -  目标达成度:100%。我们走了怡保两天一日。
2. 存够第二个10千 - 目标达成度:30% @@||
3. 想添置一台DSLR,或lomo相机 (如果有花红和加薪的话)-  目标达成度:100%。Lc-A+躺在我包包里了。
4. 看完之前没看完的书,比如大骗局啦,地底三万尺啦等等 - 目标达成度:20%。因为新书太多。^^
5. 学煮更多新菜色 =p - 
目标达成度:15%。
6. 忘记该忘记的 - 目标达成度:0%
7. 想去台湾流浪 - 目标达成度:0%
8. 减肥减肥减肥 - 目标达成度:5%
9. 空白
10. 要快乐 - 目标达成度:2%

暂时这样咯~
加油了,2010


11. 时间可以不要快转吗?(今天新增)- 目标达成度:0%

总结:整体目标达成度:27.20%
我该好好反省了 今晚

伤心咖啡店之歌

伤心咖啡店之歌 是一本影响我人生很深的书
我一直很向往 书里的那种生活和自由
或许里面写的 是很极端的想法
但是 每一句每一字 
都写进我心坎里

比如说,马蒂在车里和陈博士的对话。
“我最近开始思考,做个弱势族群有什么不好?做条懒虫,低姿势爬来爬去,那才叫轻松。重点是,只要他真的不羡慕强势者的天地,谁有资格去批评他的快活?最可怕的是强势的一元化的价值观,好像脱离了这城市就脱离了社会的主流,好像不拼命赚钱就注定是天地间的弱者。不是这样的,还有什么事,比尽其量地追求自己喜欢的生活更重要呢?”

是啊。做个弱势族群有什么不好?我本来就不想和别人争夺。而且,没有我们这些弱势族群,又何来你们所谓自称的强势者?

又比如说,海安和马蒂的对话。
“你是个半人,像每个人一样。你们身上背满了文明立交的负荷,变得不知道怎么活,不敢按照自己的感受去活。马蒂,这个世界像是一场大合唱,这个乐谱有至高无上的权威,要不你就加入合唱,乖乖地唱你所分配到的音律,要不你就大胆唱出自己要的声音,可是那必须忍受别人责难的眼光,因为他们觉得你唱得不一样就是荒腔走板。至于我,我选择从合唱团中走开。心情要是不错,我听一听你们的合唱,风度不好时,我放声嘲笑,有的时候,那嘲笑还掩盖过了歌声。”

没错。我们都是半人。我绝对绝对的举脚赞同。
很多时候,很多事,总是被道德教育文明所捆绑。就像喝酒抽烟是不对的,就像同性恋是不被接受的,就像一个人同时间喜欢两个人是不能的。因为所谓的文明说这个不能那个不好,所以,这个社会的每个人,包括你和我,慢慢的,渐渐的,变成了半个人。

是的。
半个人。

我也好想开一家咖啡馆。
就像伤心咖啡店一样。

某部分文摘自:
《伤心咖啡店之歌》-朱少麟

Friday, November 5, 2010

无力


阳光温暖的撒进小房间 风轻轻的吹着 透过那扇窗
我却懦弱得不想靠近

那么多年以后 我依然记得
在哪个角落看着简讯听着你哭
我是多么的不舍让你难过 即便那个位子从来就不属于我

我知道的 窗外那片天空
我们的
都不一样

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

娜娜公主

我记得我第一次听恋人未满这首歌的时候
是晚上 我妹睡在我旁边 是张双人床
然后dj接下来播的 是静茹的如果有一天

那个夜晚 夜如此暗 我却情绪崩溃的在掉眼泪

后来我家小弟 疯狂的迷恋S.H.E
什么专辑呀 偶像剧呀 海报呀等的他都统统搬回家
结果听着听着 看着看着
就这样过了好多年

女子天团呢 最令人感到骄傲的是她们之间那种不造作的感情
我常在youtube上搜索她们的节目或访问
更常的是被她们那种单纯善良的心而感动
特别是娜娜公主 我总会因为她的话 而不自觉地牵动嘴角

可是 怎么上天如此残忍
把那么美丽善良的天使 烧成这般模样
我偶尔会在微博啊面子书上跟进她的病房消息
阿中说的 “每天重复的痛 又每天重复的说服自己不痛”看得我心都揪在一团
没有人了解 那是一种多么难过的煎熬

而媒体朋友们关心的 却只是新闻有没有采到 或照片有没有摄到
难道就不能够给这个已经遍体鳞伤的天使保护她仅存的自尊吗
她都已经那么可怜了 努力的带给大家微笑后却 如此被伤害
好难过

我看过的一部日剧 也是我最爱的一部日剧 剧名是Overtime
男主角是个报刊摄影记者 有一次爆炸事件 他被派去事发现场采访
看见了受伤的第二女主角 躺在担架上 被围着的记者群们不停的拍不停的拍
阻碍了上救伤车的路和时间 而且忘了女生小小脆弱爱美的心
男主角脱下大衣 往伤口处盖上 结果后来他当然什么照片都没拍到 连带其他的采访者也一样
那是一种 职业的道德和人性的处理

我不是说采访不对 也没有对采访者有任何的偏见
所以任爸也很了解大家是必须得交出功课而召开了所谓的调虎离山新闻会
为的是让宝贝天使可以赶快被送往医院接受治疗
可是那又怎样 采访者还是心有不甘的骂说为什么要欺骗他们之类的
拜托 想想如果此事是发生在你家人你女儿身上 你会做如何
当然始作俑者的剧组 是不是该好好想想
下次是不是该用技术性的爆炸手法 而不是草菅人命的随便找人搞

我可怜的天使 那么爱哭胆小的天使
请所有世界可能的超能力
保佑你早日康复 痛苦减轻

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Life As We Know It, But How?

I've gone through a test @ Facebook.

Who Am I Really?

Alicia Gan got Unique.
You are special in every way. You are one of everything. You can be mean and bitchy but be a kind person at the same time. You can be sad and crying, but push it aside for a friend. You are creative whether its artisticly, or mentally. You have a temper, but you only use it when neccesary. You are curios, and talented. You have many friends, know lots of people, but inside, you wonder about everything. You have been hurt in the past, but you saty calm and focused enough not to show your hurting inside.

Basically it is correct. 
I wonder about everything, life, love, family, friends, career, bla bla bla.
I am kinda pessimistic, all the time. Trying hard to crawl out from the dark side to the bright side. Erm, I think I shouldn't use neither dark nor bright. Maybe rainy and sunny will do. Yes, maybe. 

他妈的

身边有个刚学中文的同事 开口闭口都是"妈的""妈的"的叫
好像不这么说 就不能代表他会说几句中文的样子
然而这些话听在我耳里 却只能说明他只不过是个想和我们一样的可怜香蕉人

我相信不只是他 很多人生气的时候也会"妈的""妈的"的喊吧
可是有多少人知道 "妈的"本来的意思并不是如此

虽然"他妈的"的由来和时代来源已经无法考究
不过鲁迅老师在他的杂文《坟。论他妈的》里有提过
其真正的意思不过只是“而(尔)母婢也”
这句话是《战国策,赵策》所记载的
就是你妈妈是婢子或奴婢或下等人的意思

故事是这样:
“周烈王崩,诸侯皆吊。齐后往;周怒,赴于齐曰:‘ 天崩地坼,天子下席,东蕃之臣田婴齐后至则靳之。’(齐)威烈主勃然怒曰: ‘叱嗟!而母婢也!’”
白话文呢的解说是
在天下分崩的战国时代 周王朝还想打肿脸皮充胖子
对后去吊唁的齐威烈王抖抖威风 齐威烈王却不把周烈王放在眼里
以而母婢也叱之


可是后来的卑劣天才 就是那种下三滥的天才
借了汉字异字同音之便 对这句单纯的叱词加以技术改造
“而母婢也” 变成了 “尔母逼也” 其意义也跟着发生了180度的改变
从你妈妈是... 变成了你妈妈的...
然后再加以改变 从第二人称变成第三人称
于是乎"他妈的"这句话就诞生了啦

所以呢 用不文明的词语前
请先明白它背后文明的意义吧

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